Mom has cancer yet again. She is handling it a lot harder this time around which makes me freak out. We have kicked cancers butt before but I am really worried this time because of her reaction when she found out. She has never been in tears and so scared sounding before when telling me this. I did not sleep much last night. Neither did she. She has to go for more testing to see how bad it is and what will need to be done to kick it’s ass. I told her not to worry about anything until we get those results. Trying to tell myself the same thing.